Life seems to deal in a quantum way, in whole units.
What attacks? The abyss has criminals just like our reality does. It also has its version of animals. If you seem to be aware of one of them and you present yourself in passive or fearful way, you will feel a surge of contempt most commonly. But in rare cases they will take an interest in your processes, because they see the potential for a line of evolution like their own.
I am talking about feeling actual physical harm like biting out of body. Is that these beings also? No communication? Not always, no. Any perceptual distortion or just dimming of your senses? If it’s just shadow, that is an abyssal animal or elemental. Abyssal animals tend to be timid. Like coyotes they will bite and scratch, but easily scared by resistance. Human beings are alien creatures to them so they linger more like a vulture than chase down like a wolf.
I zap with energy. They go away, but you feel a physical attack. Also some that attack from the front. The only way to rid myself was to embrace with love, fighting didn’t help. Hmm, did you get a flood of images of people when this attack occurred, like a swarm of masks?
No, one being and it changed when I embraced it. What did it look like?
Different beings at different times. One looked like a corpse, one looked like it had razors for teeth, things like that. Oh, you encountered one of the lost. They learn to imitate their care takers.
The corpse called himself Rancor. He kept staying at the foot of my bed for two weeks, when I finally embraced him. Ah, an old school lost soul. Some stay in the threshold for quite a long time. He turned to this “angel” being and called himself Hebron. Rancour was subsumed.
How could a human have a potential for entropy? A human has a potential for entropy when they develop an awareness centered around deconstruction. Some people gain an insight from experiencing the loss or deconstruction of things in their reality. They perceive the meta-text of the process and continue to observe it in the world, and can come to feel called to help assist that transition process. If they have enough wisdom, they won’t try to push the fall, and instead ease it so the energy slingshots back into place.
Like griefers or hackers. Yes. If you just push the process, you take up a feedback. The beings involved in the shadow event scream at what you did, and you go away carrying the burden.
Like guilt? Well, guilt is a symptom of the cause. Stress energy when released doesn’t just reorder itself in the abyss. It can mark people also, sometimes to the point of causing physical deformity or causing the brain metabolism to diverge to an unusual degree.
Does it affect your DNA? It does, yes, and can be passed down to offspring. The sins of the parents are inherited. This doesn’t mean the consequences, just the stresses, and a child can come to have an abyssal entity serve as a sort of guardian angel when the energy seems to warrant it.
But you can change your DNA? You can change your DNA, and shed stress patterns you may have inherited from parents, or you can convert them into useful energy as well.
Your thoughts are welcome. Be well friends.