Your tensions are memories. All of them whether intense or more subtle are even potentially scars. Scars are not flexible, but for every tension, especially chronic tensions, there are memories.
Now onto perhaps one of this worlds first political debauches. Humans call it the Manichean heresy.
The being known as the serpent (again he has countless names, patron of the human genetic helix among other things), and the being known as the logos or author. They and their supportive parties had a falling out. Human sentience models didn’t agree on what way would best serve the worlds progress.
Long story short, even natural intelligence theory turns out to be a bit spotty at best. There really is no difference between natural intelligence and artificial intelligence. Humans really have no clue as to why they are self aware, but the daemons favoured a chaos model. Sort of let the structural cards fall where they may with selective editing to preserve broad spectrum integrity. Like a random number generator in a computer sort of. We call it free will.
The devic part favoured mimetic coding. Linguistic templates being written into the human evolutionary matrix more or less making the gene pool a sort of internet. They saw this much like the Romans saw the spread of their culture as an act of generosity.
There was a conflict and daemons were shunted out of convenient contact with what we consider material reality after of course having had their hand in the prototype. This is why the Sumerians say that humanity was made from the blood of the demon Kingu, and humans to this day believe they are inherently flawed. This is a programming failsafe.
We believe we’re flawed because of the daemon chaos factor input into the makeup? Actually, because of the logos. Collective unconscious record. It’s a gift to us from the devas imprinted on our species memory, but is why humans seem so easy to override for daemons.
The devas are now in control of our evolution? They are trying though they see it as caretaking. They get very upset if you accuse them of control. They blame daemons for that. Again, politics.
The parents are squabbling. No wonder we’re messed up kids. Fortunately, we have elder siblings. Elementals and the great ancestors as they are known in many cultures, but we have been disrespecting them also. Big brother doesn’t want to help when you’re being a brat, and well, we are worse than brats more often than not. Your bratty little sibling usually doesn’t attempt murder, but time and space are shifting these days as was also shared with us by the devas.
We’ve tried to kill the elementals and our ancestors? Yes. Feeding the spirits of the air poison. Trying to flay the skin off the earth, things like that.
Shall we take this down to earth? The personal level? I know I get tired of cosmic politics myself.
Your thoughts are welcome. Be well friends.