Why I Am Dysfunctional Today: I would like to say that I perceive reality clearly. I would like to say that I have learned something useful from every one of my mistakes. I can not honestly say these things.
I am intimately familiar with error. Being as detail oriented as I am, there isn’t a single activity that is without bugs… not in my experience. Many people are afraid of those naturally occurring creepy crawlies that form a vital component of our ecological health, but they pay no mind to the little absences of thought that infest their perception of the so called real world and accumulate until your consciousness is filled with distortion like a roaches nest is saturated in waste. I’m a bit of a meme-aphobe. Those little elements of culture and communication that others seem to thrive on, often just seem like offerings of various foods, each in different states of decay.
These are a couple of my hang-ups and they each create what are sometimes serious distortions in my perception and behaviour. I guess it’s like they say, remove the timber from your own eye before trying to remove the cinder from your neighbours.
That‘s my dysfunctional self. What’s yours?