Death is no violation of life. We experience little deaths all through life. Death feeds life, and life death, because they aren’t really separate.
All energy is borrowed as is all initiative. You may say “I acted of my own initiative”, but in fact, you responded to an event which held energies that did not have their origin with you directly. The ideas you get to do or say something, you derive from exchanges of energy between your mind and other minds. You can communicate with them by whatever means you prefer to acknowledge, and even between your mind and the sensory medium that allowed your sense organs to take the shapes and have the functions they do.
Is it like we are all stirring the same cauldron? We are.
In a world that has no light, eyes would be useless. Yet we all have eyes, or are linked to the principle that would have allowed for eyes, as reality allows for a great deal of variability. But, how does this all relate to the manifest life? Well, there is no life outside of the manifest life. All events arise from the same ultimate cause and are passages in the same book of memory.
It perhaps hints at how quickly one may manifest a desire of a certain complexity. Indeed. We are complex beings, even apparently contradictory, but with reflection you can see there is no actual conflict. We are creatures of the same whole reality that can manifest every paradoxical facet. Love and hate are not opposites. Someone you think is hateful may have a list of people who love them whole heartedly. The problem is not with reality. It’s with our state of awareness, because for every facet of your being there is a manifestation.
You say, “Don’t look at me! I didn’t do it!” Actually, yes, you did. Every potential in your being manifests, but what makes it “materialize”… Now that is something beyond the individual will, and even more so beyond the individual thinking and planning. You don’t have a limit on your energy. Your biology has a limit on its conductivity. How much it can express in any specific span of time. You actually have access to the entire force of the universe, and more than that, even all its parallels.
Your thoughts are welcome. Be well friends.