5 responses to “Hybrid Humans”

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   Keola

   Ok, I can’t believe I’m saying this but, how do you awaken? I have a great dislike for people/humanity I’m always outcast-ed I hide my ears. (both have points one inverted so, it’s harder to see) My eyes change colors and has a fleck (we talking, I was born with gray eyes and they change color often to mood (yellow, green, bluish, orange, and black)

   I feel like I have to elaborate on the black I have had few times where I feel odd and my vision drastically changes and I all of a sudden start laughing it’s kind of a maniac laugh. haha and I’m laughing at “people”? If that makes any sense.. I was also born with very pointy canines however, I lost them and now only my bottom teeth are pointy/sharp. I’m not sure what I am. Maybe insane. haha Well, electronics don’t work well for me. if I’m in deep thought or angry my light bulbs will blow out when I turn them on. When I’m in a off mood the wind REALLY picks up. I’ve had Wiccans tell me I am Mythras and the only way to remember things and unlock my potential is to awaken. I also believe, I could be a nephilim I know this sounds weird but, how could I awaken? My brain is so active and speratic that It’s almost impossible to meditate and when I do weird shit happens!! I’m just looking for help/assistance. Let me know what I can do. :/

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      Travis

      Awakening is not about quieting the mind. Quieting the mind can help, in that it makes patterns of mental activity easier to sense, but in some cases efforts to still the mind only create interference. If you can engage your awareness of your consciousness than an alternative way of awakening is to identify and emphasize defining elements of your conscious process. This can reconnect or re-associate these core traits with your regular mental function.

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2. 

   Douglas

   Good day,
   I carry genetics for some reason that make me stand out, and have from an early age. I’ve been looked down on, yet acclaimed, to be more than preferred.
   My eyes change color, for different reasons as I’ve mapped them through my life. Each color change and combination is like a billboard. If someone knows what each means that’s something I’ve shared with few people in my life. Primary base colors I have, as I’ve said have a direct meaning as well as strong combinations have their more specific ones to.

   The finest color I prefer to see is Green. A dark solid green, the lord is with (or speaking through me, as a tool), a middle tone green = peace harmony and kindness, the lightest solid green = a silly goofy nature.
   Within that little map…. it’s guided me as well when my eyes change to other colors and involving a strong green, that gives me focus guidance and understanding the colors colors don’t see.
   As knowing where my blood lines originated from, I could be expected in life to follow darker paths that did get my distant… sometimes not far enough, ancestors riches, power, a (false) glory, and well deserving ridicule.

   Nephillim blood lines say much these days.
   Remember something we are more than what’s in our blood. For what’s in Gods Holy Temple, the closest is in our soul.
   Keep strong, don’t think we are condemned to be better than any other. For as we are humans we are privileged to have choice.

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3. 

   Ari

   Yes, my eyes change color as well but only if I’m doing something less than what is expensive of me. I am a very pure person so when I make any mistakes in life or do something stupid I start to look different as if my light turns into darkness. It’s horrible. My main weakness is a terrible rage that occurs when I see something I feel is very wrong and I have spent my life trying to save others from themselves with no luck at all. I see the world as a place that I have absolutely no place in. I’m completely detached from it all which used to make me feel so sad. I used to pray all the time, to “go home” and I was obsessed with finding out more about life after death from teenage years. I felt the whole of life ward preparation for death. I’ve never gelled with society or careers or having a boyfriend etc and I’m androgenous.i felt as if I was part boy. I have been very wild and prefer animals to humans mostly. I love God. I don’t even want to know about normality anymore. It was never my world. I dream of the sky and I can manipulate energy and energy fields.i see everything In colour rather than objects. I love art and can be arrogant at times but inside I’m quite a humble being. I just wish I had others AROUnd me who I could relate to. It’s very strange to me how people act and I’m dissapointed in humans and have stopped loving them.

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   1. 

      Thyo…

      Ari..you will never read this but..you’re me :/ what u just said right there..you described me..i never believed someone like me could exist..i am so relieved..the rage ..the androginousity..i thought was alone…but here u are,the love for god,for nature for humans..which ultimately fades away coz humans are vile beings…and it sucks to live amongst em , the repulsion for society and its stupid rules,the celestial dreams you havr about the sky and manipulating energies..thats so me..i dont know if what you say is true and you really are like this but i certanly am and im proud of that,i wished so much to meet a girl like me but havennt yet..im happy yu exist,please never change..dont give up and do not join the dark like i did,i used to be a warrior of light like you and tried day and night to please God but..life happened,proved me wrong about many things,now im closer everyday to becoming a demon..the embodiment of pure evil in this material world,oh how i wished to meet you..even the thought alone of you existing is life changing for me,i pray you will forgive me nephilim sister,and maybe,just maybe we will meet on the other side and appreciate creation togheder ;

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