Would you say your dreams are sane or something other than sane? I mean your experiences while asleep and dreaming.

I don’t have vivid dreams that often but when I do they are kind of cartoonish.

Well, what leads to your dreams are pressures exerted by your waking experience on your conscious mind. This is why your dreams never conform to your regularly ordered mind. There is a mass or weight to every stimuli you experience during the day, and this creates a bend in the field that governs your brains normal function, like a planet creates a bend in the space it occupies.

After stressful days at work I used to dream that customers were standing by my bed waiting for popcorn and hot dogs and I felt bad yelling at them to get lost.

So, dreams are a way of dealing with stressors? Or is it more a case of cause (stress) and effect (dream)? They are a way of dealing with the stress of organic thought. So yes, and no, as the weight of your neural signals creates that warp in your conscious field, it is actually opening up into a hyper space. Space, both psychical and psychic is not flat, it’s granulated, quantized or discrete, and is also layered.

So your dreams take on a different logic, not a secondary logic. It actually is the primary logic. Conscious thought is the secondary process. The deviant form of operation, your decision making, those mysterious unconscious processes that lead neuroscientists to claim that mostly you are not conscious, that you are not free willed, are actually the heart of your consciousness, and you lose access to them by building up the behaviors that lead to fear and anxiety over anything irregular, anything irrational, anything that doesn’t make sense, anything that makes you feel your mind, makes your brain work instead of rest.

I wonder if chronic insomnia might be a dysfunctional defense mechanism.

The brains work is superficial. Important but secondary. It’s a sense organ, like camera, but we have come to love the camera more than ourselves, put it before our actual consciousness.

The medium IS the message!? Yes, and we are looking through the telescope backwards. It’s time for that to stop. Detachment is a lie. Objectivity is a delusion. Matter is immaterial.

If someone vandalizes your car, you will care much more about the mark on your car than the fact that the cars body is still intact. The foundation is passive, and as with all things passive it will pass away because it doesn’t exist by itself anyway. There is only one reality. It’s dynamic. Your changing mind is your mind. Your disturbed senses are your perception. Your ideas are not your mind. Your habits are not your sensitivity.

So your poor old genes /jeans, well… They have style. They are your style. They are your personality. Your memories and personality exist for a reason, but you must not get it twisted. They are the product, not the process. Everything you will decide stems from the process. You just make things harder when you try to bury it under the static of the product.

Be well friends.

Travis Saunders
Dragon Intuitive
~science,mysticism,spirituality~