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Being Confused
What if you just haven’t a clue who that self is? It’s just too confusing. You have all the clues. Your confusion, that is you, and people reject those confused moments, think they are just distractions, and that everything will be all right if they just get back to work. The clues are confusing me then.…
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Can You Face Happiness?
If I can face insanity, I can go beyond it and also understand others. But can you face happiness? I am not sure people can. It’s much more frightening than insanity. Shall I go into this? We experience happiness when our fear process is turning up baseline signals. We experience a sense of satisfaction with…
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Too Much Sanity
Being autistic myself, I am on the other side of that spectrum. I have in a sense too much sanity because some important and useful skills were unable to develop. Shall I go into that as it relates to today’s topic on fear of self? As a contrast to insanity? The sensitivity is there. The…
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The Reason We Fall into Insanity
The reason we fall into insanity, the reason it is seductive, the reason people never see it coming, is this pain makes you feel more alive. People never run away from the insane to start. They actually stick around until it’s too late and an emotional scar is formed. They call these scars beliefs. When…
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Pushing Through
Shall we go into happiness as it relates to fear, or insanity as it relates to fear first? I vote insanity. End on a high note! Good advice. Insanity it is. As I said, you are your fear. The thing you fear most is yourself. Your brain is constantly on guard against anything being wrong…
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Helpless in the Face of Fear
What do we most fear? I think most people would say that we fear many different things, but I would not agree. Pain. Helplessness… Fear is not something we can shape or directly control, so yes, too late, you are already helpless in the face of fear. You live with it every day. It usually…
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Feel the Gestures
Shall we get to practice now? In practice, it’s about gestures and agents. Perhaps the first gesture, and I really think it’s one people neglect to make, is respecting the presence of other agents, respecting that things really are as they are. The second gesture is recognizing the relationships between agents, being open in a fully…
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Gestures
Shall we get down to the base code? Gestures. Every thing, every event, every stimuli, registers as a gesture, a motion, even before we experience emotion about it. The very first sense our bodies develop is touch, and our primary experience of touch is proprioception, our awareness of our bodies, our sense of pain. Even…
This also seems descriptive for a type 3 indigo. I do have many of these traits that alternate but know…