Evil is characterized by opposition. So opposition breeds more of itself.
Have you noticed that not everyone seems to have a normal energy cycle? They sleep irregularly and are sometimes energized when they should be fatigued? Energetically, we aren’t all balanced as nature would seem to prefer it for one reason or another. It’s my observation that most people are sort of like an atomic “breeder reactor”. They take in some energy, but produce more usable energy than they need. Some people who are like this will often take up practices like healing touch. They learn of how their energy benefits others.
Those who discover that they overflow with energy often also learn of how to best harmonize their energy with the people they help, and with their environment, and even manage it better so it will go where they intend it to and not go crazy. It will not get them in trouble or deplete them badly. A psychic vampire is the opposite of this. They aren’t necessarily evil, and do develop a sensitivity for energy if they are self aware.
They’re just hungry. Mana eaters. This is true, and though it would seem they could only harm, I would argue this isn’t true. In theory, those with the healers gifts are just as capable of harm as a psychic vampire or mana eater is, but there is a difference in their life experience. For the natural “healer” they tend to get mixed responses, but they hedge on the side of positive even if that makes them feel weird or bad. You can be praised too much.
Did you have a choice about your strong positive mana? Could you have chose not to be different? At times I rejected it. Did it go away because you rejected it? Left your awareness? It went into hiding, but there is a moment of acceptance one must do. Like you are taught your mana has come from such and such, then you have to accept that it is. A kind of spiritual handshake if you will.
Some things I keep to myself because people have pre-set opinions, but I have found there are people with too much energy. They energize other people and the environment. Some will be looking for an outlet for their energy, and will come let it out on you. Their energy isn’t harmonious, it’s irritating. Another person on the other hand will have harmonious mana.
Your thoughts are welcome. Be well friends.